Today I:

  • Made banana bread that Tim’s approves. He is a very tough critic when it comes to banana bread you know. It MUST be moist. So moist that when you drop it, it makes a splat noise.
  • Playdate at the Daisy Cupcakery. Three other Mom’s showed up. We took over the front area. The kids got a long and even Morella kept her “No’s” to a minimum. Well, mostly.
  • Morella is afraid of “beez” — which is every single flying object from fruit flies, to thistle fluffs floating in the air, to ants, to mosquito’s and real bees. I am looking forward to this phase passing quickly.
  • Incisors still aren’t through, and gums are still pretty pointy looking.
  • Cleaned
  • Took Morella for a walk – she wanted to walk herself half way through it, and it was quite a walk! That little girl has some serious stamina.
  • Crouton is seriously hurting my cervix, enough to make me go to my knees in the house twice to try and escape the pain. It’s like getting a pap smear from the inside out. NOT FUN!
  • Watched Bones — my new favorite summer TV show and So You Think You Can Dance

This post is taking too long. I got caught up in going through recently downloaded pictures — most of which I had already gone through but forgot to delete from my camera which explains why I ran out of space so fast. So I’ll give you one for now.

Here is Morella clapping at Concert on the Square.

And for extra fun, here she is one year ago almost exactly — just learning to clap at Concert on the Square. :D I think she did a little growing in that time, don’t you?

Tim’s Mom called tonight to ask about the whereabouts of the baby. My Mom called yesterday. I told my Mom that I would most certainly call her when the baby was born, etc and that she is in fact only one of three that get that privilege. The others of course, being Tim’s parents and my Dad. The rest of you are stuck with the internet or word of mouth, though really the internet is your best bet.

Tim will be on call as my guest blogger again — you can find his previous updates regarding the arrival of Morella here in the archives for the month of November 2007. Just scroll down.

I have to go to bed now. Tim just threw a mini fit about finding non-fitted sheets (for me) after stealing MY sheet that I have been using for the past two weeks or so.

Next up: Future SIL Kelly, Melissa and Lowen. Good luck!

One more thing. I forgot to add that on Monday I was measuring at 40 weeks! I never measured more than 38-39 with Morella — and she turned out to be a small baby. So maybe Crouton is going to be big….er?

I realize that official “baby watch” is in full effect right now, and since I have been a watcher myself on numerous occasions, I know the importance of daily posts to assure that there has been no secret birthing of a baby while you were looking away. ;)

Yeah.

Today I went over to Hilary’s to have an impromptu play session and trip to the park. It was okay for the most part, except for when Morella started screaming and freaking out over thistle cotton fluff seed things floating in the wind and Cullen. I think his first screaming impression on her wasn’t a favorable one. :( However, she is in love with Leta. Leta can do no wrong and if a toddler could drap herself onto a kid more than Morella did with Leta I would be very surprised.

After that we came home and she took a nap that was interrupted around 1:00. I swear I heard her call Mama — something she never does and I can’t really say she did, and went in to check on her. She was laying on her back crying and soon as she saw me she signed that she done and still wanted to be in bed and flipped onto to her stomach to self soothe (sucking her tongue). I stayed with her for about 10 minutes (she was quiet the whole time) and went to shut the front door and a window by the house next door that was sawing metal. I left her door open and went to write in my journal while I waited for her to get up. It was about 1.30 or 1.45 when that happened and she was pretty okay for the rest of the day. I did notice this morning that one of her top eye teeth are coming in too….what the heck! Are all four coming in at the same time? I mean … ouch.

I gave her bath in the afternoon and washed her mess of a hair, then let her run around in a diaper and we played on my bed for a while while I hung up a mobile framework for Crouton to gaze upon when her cosleeper is set up and she is here. I also hung two pictures.

Not much else happened besides dinner and me going out to Woodman’s looking a fright to satisfy a craving — yeah a real craving — I wanted banana cream pie or coconut cream pie. Like a good pregnant person I bought both, but only ended up eating a slice of the coconut cream pie. ;)

My right calf has been cramping up all day so I probably should have had the banana cream pie. No wait, I probably should have just eaten a stupid banana. :P

I addressed a bunch of postcards today — working through page one of my list of addresses. I have two more pages to go.I think that this is probably going to be the last batch I write for a long couple of months. The last time I wrote out a big batch was the end of April? And it took four months to go through them. I imagine it’s going to take even longer with two little ones underfoot. But you know that is the point, to have them ready and standing by for when I do have a spare minute and want to feel like a creative human being who still writes and does the whole mail thing. ;D

Oh sure I blog. I don’t think I’ll stop doing that anytime soon. I mean, I’ve been doing it for … well um, nine years now? and had actually started a little bit earlier than that by hand updating a website. Okay okay, enough. I should try and get some sleep.

Folks up next in the Crouton due date game: Rachel and Jude — good luck ladies!!

From August 2009 Redbook, Shuistrology:

“Aquarius: On the 5th, the Full Moon helps you detach from the people and things that have been dragging you down, bringing you a more excited and enthusiastic attitude.”

Ha ha ha. I think it’s safe to say that Redbook thinks this baby will be born on August 5th, as do: — hey apparently me! Ha ha, and Tim’s Dad, Emily, and Jennie W. Hm.

Next up for tomorrow: Mary from MN, and BIL Ben.

My revised prediction was tomorrow night because I thought there was going to be a perfect storm of 1. MIL not being able to watch Morella and 2. My doctor not being there to enact Murphy’s Law. Well, I found out today at my appointment that my Doctor won’t be leaving until Thursday morning at 4:30AM so I have until … Wednesday midnight, which means Tim’s Mom will be back on call. However, the back up doctor I wanted is also gone this weekend … so maybe this weekend. Or probably not. Oh well.

My appointment was good. Blood pressure low normal, good pulse, no protein, Crouton heartbeat in the 140’s, and no weight gain (how that happened after a weekend of catholic baked good’s, is surprising). I had a funny conversation with the nurse about Catholic potluck items versus Lutheran potluck items and we both agreed that the Lutheran’s really know how to make jello. They do wonder’s with it. I bet if McGuyver were Lutheran he would have used jello to get him out of some sticky situation. Tim later said that the baked goods I got weren’t that great and maybe that is what prevented me from eating more than I thought I did.

I was a little annoyed that the doctor wanted to do an internal check. I had told her already that she was only allowed to do one at the 36 week mark when she did the Strep B swab, and the next one would only be after the due date. That’s because when she did check she was unable to find out anything other than my cervix is extremely high up. Thanks, Doc. I told that you that already. So really, having her poking around isn’t going to achieve anything unless her fingers got longer. In fact, my cervix didn’t really start coming down until I well into labor with Morella. I guess I am just really lucky that way. ;) Point is, she didn’t do one, and respected my wishes, which was nice. I think she is eager to not have the baby come while she is gone — as in do it before Wednesday or wait until she is back.

Anyway. I celebrated a good appointment by getting a mocha frappichino and a chipolte burrito, I also bought one for the babysitter. Morella has been sort of a pill today. She has one of her eye teeth about to bust through, and the nurse mentioned this morning that when those teeth come in they can get headaches. Well, after she said that I noticed that Morella was putting her palm to her forehead and crying several times in the afternoon. She had a very low tolerance for anything. I gave her some motrin and then we went for a long walk around a couple blocks with her pushing her little purple doll stroller. It was so cute, except for all the times she freaked out about the ants on the sidewalk, the fly in the air, the jets in the sky, etc. At least by the end the walk she was doing much better. I wasn’t able to do anything other than interact with her all day (whenever I tried she climbed on me and whined or ran away and wailed for a minute before coming back for a hug and cuddle). When Tim got home I was able to make dinner — pizza and a salad. Morella had her burrito, colby cheese, raspberries and blueberries and macaroon creme filling from sandwich cookies. She took forever and a day to eat, which meant she got a slightly later bedtime.

But you know, I think she really enjoys dinner times with the both of us, and breakfast. It’s kind of nice to think that she likes eating meals with us, even if she barely eats at times. The pizza by the way was kind of meh. Oh well.

Then I was really really tired, but I watched some mandatory TV to relax, and then finished a letter and then at 9 I forced myself to do some cleaning I had been wanting to do forever, like wash the soap scum and slime off the shower curtain and bathtub non skid rubber matt. While those were washing I bleached and scrubbed the tub and shower, and then went and cleaned up the kitchen. I have this idea that if I keep it up every night then then these rooms will stay relatively clean. We’ll see. It is really nice to go into a clean kitchen in the morning though. Now if I could just get everything else to be that nice. I did clean the bathroom, and Morella’s room is there, just needs vacuuming.

Speaking of which, the rug I had gotten her was meant as an outside rug. So why is it that it’s one of the rugs that captures dirt the fastest and looks so incredibly dirty? It’s the reason I want to go out and get a steam vacuum cleaner so I can clean the rugs and the couch. Sigh. Maybe later.

So I was entertaining thoughts that maybe this was nesting, but then logic overwhelmed it as just common sense and getting the cleaning done when I can — which is at night. Plus, despite that large cup of coffee I was tired most of the day. I took a 2 hour nap with Morella and have just been dragging since then.

Okay I need to go to bed and sign off.

Oy. I was in a grumpy mood today. I mean, I kind of annoyed myself even.

I went grocery shopping tonight because I wanted to take a walk (but not walk around th streets, because I have to go slow and it looks weird doing that solo … and I didn’t want to walk Pluto because I didn’t want to pick up poop).

Anyway. The cashier offered me drive up service … at 10:30!! She pointed the young man who bagged my groceries and said he could go out front and wait for me. I asked him if that was okay and he nodded yeah in a typcially bored teenage way. So, I got super special service from Woodman’s! How thoughtful…I was moving pretty darn slow by the end there. After an hour of on my feet and shopping the babies head was pushing on the bladder and everything else quite … uncomfortably.

About internet Mom’s.

1. When the heck did 36 weeks become full term? I thought it was 38 weeks. Quit complaining about being pregnant between weeks 36-38. [Brought to you by 39 weeks today]

I had more…but I guess I forgot them right now.

Ugh, I Have had nothing but junk food all day so far. Two small brownies, two chocolate chow mein “monsters”, a cinnamon roll, and a bite of banana bread. I did have a bowl of cereal, but … meh. Our plans are to eat a crapload of sweet corn and brat/italian sausage at 5 this afternoon so I was thinking of holding off, but I better not. The “easy” food is too easy to eat. Maybe a nice tuna fish sandwich?

OH oh oh oh oh! I stopped at a garage sale on the way home today from rummaging a bag sale and junk, and I got … get this … The Fisher Price Nature’s Touch Papasan Swing for only …. wait for it …… still wait ……… 25$ It was only used one, it’s in mint condition … and it’s the only thing I really wanted for this pregnancy because it had saved our sanity with Morella. Twenty five bucks!!!

I also got an alumnin frame hiking backpack for $5.

Previously this summer, I had seen the cradle swing at a garage sale for $65 and was kicking myself for letting it go, and the same for the hiking pack for $10. I am just so pleased that I have these things. Now we can have this baby.

No wait, the house needs to be cleaned again first before someone says over without tripping over themselves walking anywhere.

Whose a slacking blogger? Me! I thought about it last night but then ended up using my creative powers to finish a letter I was writing to my mom, and the last stash of preaddressed postcards (I need to write out more…who else wants post cards and tidbits from my life?) and watching So You Think You Can Dance while getting a tongue burn from eating too much pineapple.

Okay. So this morning. Morella is still a bit clingy so I think garage sales with her are out. I can’t possible carry her and browse at the same time. So that leaves finding some antichaffing stuff. My pal Sigrid said that monostat makes one that can be bought at a drug store, but that Dicks’ Sports store would have also have a body glider type thing. Morella has been getting wicked leg chaffing rashes from walking around in a diaper, and won’t wear bandages and short of not walking around everything else I have tried has failed. So … yeah. I’ll let you know how it goes.

38 1/2 week doctor appointment this morning went well. Absolutely no weight gain which is shocking considering how much swelling I think has occurred. I really have no idea as to how much I gain or don’t gain in any time span because my presumptions are always proved incorrect! It just goes to show that “baby knows best, so quit yer worrying.”

Tim watched Morella at work for the hour while I went because we weren’t ready to take her back and relive the trauma from this weekend. Afterward I celebrated by a late brunch at Daisy Cupcakery — where it was quite obvious that Morella was back in full form being her adorable self. Her rash is also gone. Now my new concern is that she is grabbing her crotch and whining at me during the day. Did she get a real UTI from all the efforts of testing? Or is she aware that she is peeing? Is it that rash on her leg that is bothering her? Gah, tell me kid. What’s wrong now?

A reminder — you are running out of time to get your bid in regarding the Crouton Baby pool. Winning prize is a $10 gift card to Target. Get your guess in now before it looks like cheating. Just click on the Expect.net banner to your left, or click here: http://www.expectnet.com/logingame.php?game_name=Crouton

The house next to us, and the one in the backyard is for sale. I hope that we get cool neighbors. Wouldn’t that be nice?

St. Dennis festival is this weekend. I haven’t been able to go to the Sunday book sale for three years — I am SO going to do it this year. You can get a bag of books for like a buck.

Monday Photo Bonanza

Because of the stressful weekend we had, I didn’t get a chance to take these belly shot photos until yesterday. So a day over 30 won’t make that big of a difference. I wanted to post them before it got too late though. :) Here is the regular photo — the belly has definitely filled out and is much rounder. Crouton must have had a growth spurt. Check out the difference in the progression below. The one prior looks positively pointy.

You can see the bigger image by clicking on the image to bring it to a difference screen. Tim so nicely said “Uff, you are huge.” Thanks darling! I love you too. :D

With my shirt actually on, I had taken this before I remembered the yellow shirt sameness thing I wanted to have going on.

By contrast, check this image out just the week before at 37 weeks. I don’t look pregnant at all! I look just like I am a regular Wisconsin woman.

This is from today. Morella’s rash gets redder the more exerted she gets, but it still hasn’t gone away. Poor dear. Still, I am glad for this rash a bit because it told us what was wrong with her. I hope tomorrow she is back to her old self. She slept ALOT today.

This was her at dinner before I left for my Mom’s night out with my weekly playgroup Mom’s. She looks like a character from Whoville with that “product” (aka frosting) in her hair.

I have a bunch more pictures piling up that I am going to need to post. I might have to gallery it though because there are more for family and friends who were at the events versus just pictures of me or my family.

It’s so interesting to me, how I feel about how I look from pictures last year that I was convinced I look fat, and lumpy etc. When I look at them right now I can’t stop marveling at how awesome I look! What was I thinking? I need to remember that time and circumstances will always change how you think about how you look.

Gah, I need to go to bed. I had a headache all day and my butt is falling asleep sitting here and I am tired.